— Anaïs Nin
I cleaned my desk today.. which is very relevant on the picture.lul. It’s my first time to use that dynamic background shit from my webcam.
Based from what I’ve learned on my social psych class, a couple of lie to me episodes, and a few articles I’ve read over the internet, true happiness can be seen in someone’s eyes. I don’t know if that’s true but they say that a genuinely happy person will exhibit this microexpression of a crow’s-feet that appear at the corners of the eyes (try to visualize, i don’t feel like googling an image of it; it’s like your facial muscles around the eyes have this tiny wrinkles)
That’s the reason why I covered my eyes with a bonnet and tried my best to smile. I closed my eyes and a stream of consciousness tried to invade the melancholic thoughts that I have at that very moment. I felt sad and weird with what I am doing nevertheless, I tried my best to think of happy thoughts then, I smiled.
I’m full of emotion right now, that describing what I felt when I took this picture may seem utterly meaningless to others.
We try to be happy and we pretend to be happy. We cover our eyes (not literally like this) and overlook things. We don’t really want to hide our true feelings and emotions but it’s one way of saying that “I’m strong. I can surpass this shit.”
Happy Birthday, BUNCH! Especially for you. =)
P.S.
Sorry, this was the only gift I can give you for your birthday.
P.P.S.
I got you a Sbux Planner pala! That counts. WAHAHA. I love you. We love you.
